Thursday, August 04, 2011

Ten years of our lives have just gone by. Just like that. Watching the screen fade out on harry, hermione & ron made something inside of me seize and clench with nostalgia, wistfulness and sadness. From dressing up as harry and draco for stef's birthday, to movie dates, to sirius and remus, to queuing up at kino at 5 in e morning for e last book.

The nostalgia had me staring at two photos e whole night. One on fullerton bridge, e other on top of a pig. I want those crazy special moments again. Where we'd do anything for each other. Anything fir the others to smile. It feels like everything is being taken for granted now. I didn't spend half my life getting so angry with you, feeling so hurt by you, hurting you, yelling at each other like lunatics, cry because of you, cry with you, stand by you, fly all over the world for you and loving all of you, just to have it wither and fade into nothing like this. I don't think I can call this my home anymore if that does happen.

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Blogger rachelestel said...

To wj:

Withering and fading aside, i am here if you want to keep our 10 years going. Crazy moments on fullerton bridge may be replaced by very quiet peaceful ones in coffee shops in CBD with only two of us but if you're willing, i'd much prefer that to withering.

12:11 PM  

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